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| User: | dandy_lion (112723) innerflect
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| Name: | dandelion | |
| Location: | California, United States | |
| Birthdate: | 1985-06-10 | |
| Bio: | .beautiful. hmm..well i think its about time for another profile update, this one has gotten really really old. well i should start by saying i dont really know anything, i want to know averything and feel liek if i ever came to know everything i still wouldnt know anything --i live by three main ruls at this time: i dont know antyinhg, if thats the case then anything is possible, and on top of all this i like to reminde myself that everything is always changing ['being at work staying onself'] letsee, my life has been insane, well amazing two. im eighteen years old and seem to have an endless supply of memories. my epserinces are far far from normal and for that reason people tend to think of me as a bit crazy. for me theres always that contrversy with the people around me, is she crazy, a mystic, a genius, and idiot, immature, wise, innocent, dark -- bascally what it comes down to is that i cellebrate dichotomy. i feel like the integrationa and coexistance of dichotomy is one of the highest forms of being and achievment any self can reach. mabe i think this way becuase i used to have Mulitple perosnality disorder. i was very badly abused as a child in pretty unusal ways (sra). most people who know me eaither say im insane or some kind of bodisafa, mainly becuase i wouldnt really cahnge that. it sucked. it hurt like hell. but ive learned so much. grown so much. and my life has been so full. i often feel like im the happyest person alive. i feel truly lucky and greatful for all of my experinces. i often feel outof place and never really expect nto fit in. but still i savor every moment of my life. i see bauty everyone around me. and at night before i fall alseep i see the most gorigous pictures in my head. i know maney people who are suisidle and i feel like if i could just show them the things i see when i close my eyes mabe they might awaken in them some kind of love for living. beucase thast how it was for me. so one of my goals in life is to show the world the thigns i see in my head. im an artest as well, a sculptur mainly. im also a healer, or becoming one. i still have so much to learn, but the identity is in me. and i cant really change that anymore. im an empath as well, and somtimes it gets a bit overwelming. im also increadibly playful and silly and at times very impish. i cant spell at all, well at times i can, somtimes i spell perfectly, but its very inconsistant. in this journal i like to keep everything spure of the moment. i like to right down exactly what i am feelin gin the moment and for that reason i dont usally spell check my entries. im not stupid. i just dont spell. my mind doest really like working that way. i also started college at age 15, with a double major in cognitive science major and sculpture and a minor in liturature im now 18, and i am techniclly almost done with my junior year of college. except for the fact that i decidied to go to this phenominal school, called St.Johns college, a tiny little school where we sit around descussing philosophy all day and have no text books, only orginal texts (so yeas im reading the illiad in its orginal ancient greek) and calsses consist of pure descussion. its an amazing school. everyone here is eccentric. i love it. however i they dont take transfer students here so i did start over as a frehsmen to go here. and im loving it. so life is good. "Before their eyes Viswakarman changed again. He became all-seeing and had on every side eyes and faces and arms. From his back came the two great wide wings by which he fashions all forms and shapes, fanning the air and blowing them into life." | |
| Memories:: | 23 entries | |
| Interests: | 150: abuse, abuse prevention, alpha waves, androgeny, andy goldsworthy, art, atomic consciousness, backpacking, beach, beauty, bio-feedback, biofeedback, blue wings, books, brain, carl jung, cell memory, cells, cellular and molecular samadhis, cellular art, cellular vision, chakras, chi, chicago art institute, childrens books, classical music, clay, cognitive science, comparative religion, connections, contemporary art, cults, did, dissociative identity disorder, dna, double spiral, dreams, earth, empath, empathy, energy, evolution, experimental music, fencing, forest, genderqueer, genderqueers, global brain, gupta vidya, healer, healing, healing energy, hiking, installation art, integration, jacob atabet, jane roberts, kundalini, liturature, livable art, media arts, mental illness, michael murphy, michelangelo, microcosms, mind machine interface, mountain climbing, mpd, multidimensional selves, multiple personality disorder, musical physics, mystics, mythology, nature, nature of personal reality, nature of the psyche, nebula, networks, neuro science, neurobiology, neurology, neurons, neuroscience, neutrino detectors, noetic, ocean, oliver sacks, parallel dimensions, parallel universes, people watching, performance art, philosophy, photography, physics, picture books, plant response, plants, poetry, print making, probable realities, probable selves, psi, psi research, psychic, psychology, quantum physics, rain, rainbow body, reading, ritual abuse, rodan, sailing, satanic ritual abuse, science, sculpting, sculpture, self defense, self injury, seth, seth speaks, sexual abuse, sharon olds, short stories, siddhis, simultaneous time, space-time, spiral, spirituality, sra, sri aurobindo, st.johns college annapolis, storms, supressed memories, surrealism, symbolic dismemberment, synaesthesia, synchronicity, synesthesia, telepathy, theoretical physics, theta waves, traditional chinese medicine, trance, transgender, trees, waves, wing chakra, wings, writing, zero point energy | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Member of: | 12: _lostsouls, abusesurvivor, art_journal, bodypaint, empaths, girl_wonders, healers_circle, la_la_land, piecesofbeauty, sethspeaks, synaesthesis, the_garage | |
| Account type: | Basic Account | |
